sisterly rejection

This is a poem i wrote for my step sister who does not know me yet.

Before i knew you

I could feel your presence near

No one else had known her

but she helped me through my fears

Step, By step she guided me forward

pushing me through thick and thin

Then one day she became real

all because of one blury sin

She was a figment of my imagination no more

My insides were left open, wounded

my mind had to close that door

the one that kept me grounded

life went on day after day

untill the tension mounted and flew away

I had no reason left within me

I had no choice but to cave in

They said the truth would set her free

But im afraid she did not see

What i

Was trying to be.